When You Really Love Someone

What loves mean to me: 

Love is not selfish, its something u share n love comes in every shape, colours and sizes. To me, love is the sickness we all want to feel. Love is accepting, caring and kind. When u’re not looking, its something u’ll find. Love is who u were born to be. Love is when u accept people like me. Love is something that u care about. Love is something u feel, when u’re not full of doubt. Love is accepting both the good and the bad. And love is when u hold someone who’s feeling rather sad. But, sometimes, i feel that mybe its the best way if i all alone. Love? Love hurts, Love scars, Love wounds and mars. Any heart not tough or strong enough to take a lot of pain. The truth is i still cant forget what happen in my past. Its hurting me so much, no one knows how hard i bear this pain. I just hope that someone who really loves me, will come into my life and make me shine again. Now, i still cant find my way. Im still at the dark place, i cant see happiness, i cant see anything. Im blind. i feel so broking up, and sometimes i feel i wanna give up. Like there are no hope for me..................... 

 Now, i just hope theLOVEone didnt hurt me. God, Help me get through this all okay? I dont wanna be hurted again.Im sick of this all. Richie, i love you because u make me happy, i love u becoz u make me feel safe and secure. I love your smile. I love the look in your eyes when you tell me you love me and how u laugh at me when i do something stupid or spoiled myself in front of u. I love the fact that when im around u i can be myself and not worry about what u may think of me, bcoz i know u love me for who i am. The reality hits that u are not a dream, YOU ARE MINE. I love the way u wrap ur arms around me and hold me really tight, like there is no tomorrow. I love the way i feel when ur lips barely touch mine for a kiss syg. *sigh* Hmmmm. My love and emotions that go through me at that moment are unexplainable dear, im speechless. And, and i love hearing u tell me that u love me, u could tell to me a thousand

times, and i will never get tired of them, because im a part of u. Even sometimes u are so annoying, hmmmm. What to do. No one is perfect aite? But the main reason i love u is because u are u....

 ~I LOVE YOU R~