Be here to love me

Hey bloggie. I miss u laaa. What goes around comes around. LOLS.*sbrg jak bnda ku pdah eh* Btw, next week holidays, A week. Hmmmmmmmm.... Happy? Nope. Sad? not oso. I feel NOTHING actually. Hmmm. I miss theLOVEone. Hope tmorow i can meet him. Syg, i love you. Dont u ever hurt me okay? *tatok mode* x') U know what?Its amazing how i feel when im around u n how my heart pounds when u come into my life. I look at u n think. Oh my God! How lovely it was, i had him in my life. :) and everything i am bursts into bloom. Plus, i feel as though u must, u must be mine, not as a possession but a goal. A goal that God's gave to me. As though i were about to enter heaven or just within the hour condemned to die. My mind with one fierce thought keeps running over, with u, and only u, the reason why i still keep alive. I love u so much dear. u make me laugh when i want to cry, make me live when i want to die, make me smile when i want to frown. U turn my life upside down, believe in me when no one else does, u're my now, my is, my was. When u call my name i begin to blush. im afraid people notice i need u so much. Syg,when im with u time flies by fast, its like the present is the past. I need u more than u can believe, love u more than u can conceive. i think about u every night and day and hope my life can stay this way.I dont want it to be any other way. Theres nothing much i can say, errr. SPEECHLESS. ==" GTG now, Im not in a good condition, this things that happen around me totally mess me up. x'( Bye~

Cherish my suckest day

Hey bloggie :) muaaahhssss. byak cta ku mk share tok. marek pk mk update, dah ciap mk dipost dah, p reverse blik. no mood lor. Aiyaaa. marek agak eastwood an theLOVEone,bulan, edrick,fay n sorang g ya xtauk ku koh cpa nma nya ya. Cda agak cya, mok mandik baa, p ku an theLOVEone len cta, photoshot indah. tgah2 pnas. ahahahahaaa,. thanx to photographer, Kevin Berahim xD eheheee. Best tnga cdak nya mndi eh, Asa mk terjun jk ku. Prrrggghhh!!! Ilek katie, ilek. da msa lak. ahahahhaaa.then off to pantai mek owg pasya, tgok sunset!!!! xD Aawwwww~ I likey2~ <3 pas ku jmpa bobo marek, bkepit jk2 ku an nya. xmok jauh eh, nya cute gilak, gney la ya. x/ haizzz. p ya bkn ku pun, owg pun. xP wat to do. tpaksa lpaskan nya pg. Wuwuwuwuwuwwuuu. kat umah pun ku g pk kan nya, ehehe. rindu baaaa. x')
Mood ku marek...., errmmmm.. 50/50. time kat pantai, nang emo abiz laa. nasib pat tahan, sial eh. x(
Aku jealous. pppppppppppffffffffffffffffffftttttttttttttttttttttttttttt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Diam jak, xpaa2. xtauk knak bah, suddenly jak. PALOI NA JUAK. KIMENNNNN.
Ya ku layan jk fon, dgr lagu. buat bdo jak. Lalalalaalalalaalaaa~ p aty aku nang asa laen laa. ku anok dlm aty, knk la mk jealous indah, pa jak la ya. *marah sbnanya*  then malam marek ku tdoe awal, ttdoe bah, text nya pun ku x eply, lelah bah ku. sorry syg... x( then ku tbgun kul 3 lebih, trus smpey msg dr nya, mdh nya neman sseorg kat fb. *hnya aku jk tauk,torang xbleh tauk* trus ku eply, pa ku pdah ou, lpa ku*xmok pdah sbnanya xP* then ku post something kat wall. cibai, xtauk knk ku cmya, paloi da jak eh. nangis2 g ya, sial!! mun ku ingat balit, nang bdo tahap babi laa. Bkn apa baa, pa ku pk time ya. nya xtdo gara2 yaka? dahnya salu jak tdo aher. ku sruh tdo awal xmok. lak mun ku tdo aher, nya tdo awal .=.=" hmmmmm.... xpa laa. dah nya mk cmya, ku xsuka gilak mejal owg. ku cuma mdah skali jk. xpa la ouu. ehehehehee. *lam aty cdeh baaa* x')
Okay2, i promised myself wont do that again., mun ada pun, diam jk, boh bising. Ssshhhhhh. Let it be. x') tweewww! Come on laaa. cheer up, adoiiii2. Be strong la katie. *yeah, im strong!* x'D ahahahahhaaahahahaha. *lam aty nang x okay la* Im dead inside, ya korang ssh mk tauk pa lam aty aku tk. pndey kan ku kaver?? Bab ku xmok owg iso sal aku bah, ku xsuka sshkan hdup owg len, even nya grek ku ka, family ku ka. THATS ME,KATIE FLORIDA :') Korang xsuka tnga ku cmtok, lantak u laaaa. Im proud coz im being myself. I love me, myself, and I. x') hehhhh. 3 bulan tok, knak la aek mata ku salu jak klua,. stakat tok, lom g asa epie 100%. mun ada pun, xkan lma. btahan smpai stgah hari jak. argghh! ku mk epie smpai bila2 bah, can ha?? x'( *desperated lu g ya* hehh.
kali tahun tok bkan tahun nok sesuai an aku kot. hmmmm. dah2, 2kar topik. x'P BORENGGGGGGG~
Ouhya, bila ek ku jln an family ku ya. eerrr. haaaaa. Ahad riya. mek owg agak Boulevard, shopping. Neman cdak nya. Skali, di suatu sdut, Aaawww! tnampak cgek dress, nannnnnnnnnnngggggggggg RAGGGGGGGGGEEEEDDDDDDDDD laaaaaa..!!! ppprrrgggghhhh!!! katie nak itu dresssss..!!! xD
sesi pjuk memjuk mmy pun bmula, p nya xmok, mhal nya pdah. RM161. Hancur abiz la aty ku time ya. dahlh excited lu g ya. mnaruh harapan tggi. smpey diumah pun xpat ku lpak, still cta an adfik ku sal dress ya. ya adik ku pdah ku tok dah gila. Isk! dulik ku bah., dh ku jatuh aty an dress ya, xku duli g pa owg pdah. aku2, torang2 laa. gago! wekkk! xP ahahahaha. Pa pun ku tetap mk dress ya. xD I WANT! I WANT! I WANT! *ya mejal* peeeiiiii. katie2. bah, mok chaw lok ku eh. mok berfacebooking lok. c u tomorow bloggie. muuuaaahhssssss. love ya, n thanx coz neman ku mlm tok. Nite. Bye. <3 x) OFF#

BAD DAY EVER :'(

arghh. xtauk mk padah pa g kat ctok. sorry bloggie, really2 need u right now. no one understand the way u understand me. Hurts. even HE, huhh. let it be................*speechless*

All i can do is cry, cry, n keep on crying. again, again, again n again...... :'(((((((

Please laaa. Fuhhhh. everything getting worst day by day. HOW LONG BAH????????????? x'(

im hurt okay??? even u see im laughing, have a joy with u all guys, but inside me? Who knows??? NO ONE right????? I know im bad, but please understand this, I'VE GOT FEELING TOO,OKAY?????!! x'((((

hmmm... dont know what else should i do. x'((  FAAARRRRRRKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! tomorow got exam, no mood at all.i'll try my best jak laa. hurmm. i hurt myself just now, sorry to say. it makes me feel better i guess. love to see myself hurts, feels so emo tonight, God damn! x'/ Im tired with this life. im tired............... I want to off now, my eyes keep crying. better go to bed early, hear some musics n rest my mind.hopefully i can. x'((( even i know, im surely not. Zzzzz...zzzzZzz.. bye n good night Bloggie... x'((((((( </3