Fix me? :'(

     

Bloggie dear, malang na hari tok koh. mcm2 bnda blaku, ku asa mati bgus g bah. Xda msalah, tenang asa. bna x? Hopefully mati awal. AMEN. ppfffttttt. benciiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! knak la ada biak nok xpuas aty indah an aku, knl pun sik. sialllllllll!!!! Bna2 hot la ku tek, cibaaaaiiiiiii itu pompuan!!!!! x| P ku nang puas aty bab dah kasi kemek nya pun hidung, sak ko. ya boh cari hal an ku paloi! Grek ko ya pun sma juak cam ko, nama jak lelaki, bertatoo p pngecut! paloi ada. 2 kali 5 la torang ya, bab yala, fkir lok sblom mk sbar cta bulak ko ya. kan dah kna, nasib bdn laa. hrap2 hidung ko ya pecah. xku duli koh. LANTAK KO LAAAAA!!!! choooyyyyyy!!! .|. Hmmmm. tok cgek g msalah, knak ku tok myusahkan hdup nya ou. Paloi na juak ko katie2, tnga ko pa ko dah polah an nya,. ko x pnah da masa utknya, xpnah mmhaminya. cuba pkey, pa nok ko pnah polah tok nya???? xda nak. paloi2. *Hmmmmmm.... bkn tok nok aku mok. aku cuma mok nya paham prasaan aku jak, aku xmok nya tlibat an msalah aku, mcm la nya xtauk ku tok, xsuka mnyussahkan nya baaa. please laaa. cba pkey cmney mun nya lam keadaan aku?? </3 Hancur tauk x aty ku tek time tnga status nok nya pdah ku xmmahami nya. hancur2. xtauk g ku mok mdah apa. mgalir aeq mata baca pa nok nya pdah. aku sdar aku spa, nang dari dlok2 xpnah da owg nok bna2 syg aku. mdah syg gilak2 pa suma, xkan polah tok, xkan polah ya, but i know, THATS ALL NONSENSE. aku xda hak mok nanok2 owg smbarangn, aku xdahak mk ngajar owg, aku xda hak mk mksa owg bna2 sygkan aku, aku xbhak atas apa2. aku tauk spa drik aku, bab ya aku lebih suka hdup sorang2, mun klua an kwn pun just happy utk smntara jak.hdp aku kosong, xda bnda nok best.p cgek jak, aku tauk pa ku buat n ku still leh fkir an waras, cuma kdg2 mun ku dah desperated alu2 ya, cdeh thap dewa, nang ku lukakan drik. bru ku puas aty.biar owg mdah ku tok gila ka apa, this is me,okay? korang trimak or x, tpulang k? ku x mksa. I KNOW WHO I AM.*

 To theLOVEone, i dont know what should i say to u. i just can say im so sorry 4 everything. By xperfect. by xbaka pgn dear suba, by xmnah baka cda. by cg ketu, sorry. by xulih brbah, coz dari suba2 by mmg ketu.sorry syg, by xspt indu yg dear kak. im so so sorry 4 everything. I have so much that i want to give but u do not want to receive. Hmmmm. i also have so much that i want to say to u but i didnt have a guts to tell u. its all about my feeling, im scared to love u, coz i dont wanna lose u. :'( I have so much that i want to show, i have so much that i want to do but u do not want to be with. :'| I have too much love b4, but u cannot understand. And now i realise that i am in love with u. U know what dear? I always sad on ur behaviour. But, nvm, i still love u. i really do. :') Muaaahhhssss.

arghh.. Bloggie dear, really2 need a doctor right now, please fix me, im broken enough. </3 HELP ME GOD...... Give me strength to faced all of my problems. I have nobody who really2 understand my situation. i just have u God, save me from this pain. aku xkuat mok hadapi suma tok, ku xda spa2 g. cdeh ku baaa. im all alone, everyday n its gonna be forever. I knowww..... It will be better if i am dead, kan? no more problems, no more tears, no more loneliness, no more pain. I really wish. pray 4 me, aite? Wuwuwwuwuuwuwuwuwuuu..... speechless dah ku.. OFF# bye~ </3 x'(