Be here to love me

Hey bloggie. I miss u laaa. What goes around comes around. LOLS.*sbrg jak bnda ku pdah eh* Btw, next week holidays, A week. Hmmmmmmmm.... Happy? Nope. Sad? not oso. I feel NOTHING actually. Hmmm. I miss theLOVEone. Hope tmorow i can meet him. Syg, i love you. Dont u ever hurt me okay? *tatok mode* x') U know what?Its amazing how i feel when im around u n how my heart pounds when u come into my life. I look at u n think. Oh my God! How lovely it was, i had him in my life. :) and everything i am bursts into bloom. Plus, i feel as though u must, u must be mine, not as a possession but a goal. A goal that God's gave to me. As though i were about to enter heaven or just within the hour condemned to die. My mind with one fierce thought keeps running over, with u, and only u, the reason why i still keep alive. I love u so much dear. u make me laugh when i want to cry, make me live when i want to die, make me smile when i want to frown. U turn my life upside down, believe in me when no one else does, u're my now, my is, my was. When u call my name i begin to blush. im afraid people notice i need u so much. Syg,when im with u time flies by fast, its like the present is the past. I need u more than u can believe, love u more than u can conceive. i think about u every night and day and hope my life can stay this way.I dont want it to be any other way. Theres nothing much i can say, errr. SPEECHLESS. ==" GTG now, Im not in a good condition, this things that happen around me totally mess me up. x'( Bye~