March 16, 2011

Really Really Really Sad

Bloggiiiiiiieeeee !!!!! totally sad ar !!!! x"(((((((((((((((((( mun pat aeq mta drah skali klua, nang dah klua la nya. xtahan g ku cmtok. nang stress alu2!!! I JUST CAN SAY IM REALLY DEEPLY HURTING, BROKEN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! x'((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((( Uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa !!!!!! ku dahlh xkuat, byak mslah g mk pk, dh cgek, cgek g mslah, astagaaaa. guz mati jak !! AMENNN!! AMEN!! AMEN !! AMEN !!! I WISH I DIE TONIGHT.................... ritok bpa kali dh ku dgr lgu Yours To Hold ya.. so touching.... Bloggie, nya da pdah something an ku tek, ku xpat timak pa nya pdah ya. dhlh xda mud, tryin to cheer myself up. smpey ku tpksa pura2 ku okay, p pas nya mdah dkya, OH GOSH. lemah trus ku. mgalir indah aeq mata. G ingat ku, ku xpnah mmahaminya, paloi ku kan bloggie??? nang pun. aku bdo, ank malang. spa nok bsama an aku, sorry coz ssahkan hdp torang. aku xpat brik kbahagiaan kat torang, kat kwan2 ku, family, and theLOVEone, SO so sorry to all of u. aku asa bsalah alu2 an torang, especially kwan2 ku ya, sorry guys coz xda lpak2 an torang g. Lpak drik smpey xingat kwn, jaik aku kan?? and my LOVE , i really2 didnt mean to hurt u, i love u syg. im sorry 4 everything that i've done to you. Im sorry coz im not the right girl 4 u. i messed it all up, i had no idea why i gettin myself into this problem, i just wanna say im sorry 4 everything that happened just now. Something that i am living deep inside, depicts the illusion of myself and all i have to hide. Sayang....,, im sorry k. x'((((((((
"Im sorry for everything u've been through
It must been very hard on u
Im sorry for all thats been said and done
I was the star and u were the mon
Im sorry for not making everything right
But the situation i was in, was very tight
Im sorry for not lending u a hand
If only i could be a better girlfriend
Im sorry if it seemed like i didnt care
Im sorry for breaking ur heart"



Love is grand, yet it hurts so much. The price u pay is high and if i could choose between love and death, i'd rather choose to die.they say, most of them, if u die, u r free from all problems that keep haunting u. No wonder la byk lu suicide blaku. But , honetly, i feel emptiness, lost, alone, sad, hated, scared, doubt, im confusing with this <3 , this story of my life . I HATE MY LIFE SO MUCHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!! x'(((((((( OFF !!!!!!! BYE bloggie, n thanx 4 accompany me tonight. Tell him that i love him so much k? How do i live without u myLOVE. x'(((( Hmmmmmmm..... GBU all.... once again, im so so so damn sorry...........






IM NOT PERFECT FOR YOU. IM SORRY. x'(

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